After almost 20 years, today marks my last day as an Amazonian.
When I walked into the PAC-Med building in Seattle as a freshly minted MBA, I thought I was joining a company. Looking back, I was really signing up for an education.
Over the next two decades, across 7 roles and 2 continents, I experienced Amazon’s unique rhythm: bold goals, incomplete information, healthy debate, relentless execution, and watching rough narratives become products and experiences that served millions of customers. Somewhere along the way, I also became a mother of two incredible kids. Becoming a mother didn’t slow my career, it sharpened how I lead. Patience, presence, knowing when to let go. I leave as a very different person from the one who walked into PAC-Med on Day 1.
I owe enormous gratitude to the leaders who saw potential in me before I consistently saw it in myself:
Steven Shure,
Robbie Schwietzer,
Ellenore Angelidis,
Matthew Lynch,
Shelley Salomon,
Stephenie Landry,
Prentis W.,
Doug Gurr,
John Boumphrey, and
Xavier Flamand. Their belief, candour, and willingness to take a chance on me changed the trajectory of my career.
To the peers, partner teams, and friends I worked alongside; Thank you. We debated passionately, disagreed frequently, occasionally drove each other mad, and somehow still managed to move mountains together. The older I get, the more I realise that while the work matters, the people and the memories are what you remember.
And to the teams I had the privilege to lead; Thank you for your trust. You were the builders, problem-solvers, inventors, and miracle workers behind every success. Watching you grow into bigger roles and achieve more than you thought possible - that’s what I’ll carry.
Amazon Leadership Principles have shaped how I think and lead because I watched exceptional people bring them to life - Jeffrey Wilke, Jon Witham,
Doug Herrington,
Russell Grandinetti - especially when things got hard.
If you’ve worked at Amazon, you’ll know, it has a way of exposing both your strengths and your blind spots. What I leave with isn’t a list of launches, it’s the lessons:
• Day 1 thinking only works if you’re willing to feel like a beginner again and again.
• Confidence isn’t given - it’s earned, one uncomfortable challenge at a time.
• Impostor syndrome follows most meaningful opportunities; courage is acting anyway.
• Clarity of purpose moves faster than any process ever will.
• I arrived thinking leadership meant having the answers. It mostly meant being honest about when you didn’t - and not letting that stop the room.
At my core, I remain a builder. Amazon gave me the greatest possible training ground for that instinct, and for that I will always be grateful.
What comes next deserves its own post. More on that soon 🙂